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Thursday June 9th
little hero
hey all
i just want to share a beautiful moment in my life
dad do u remember? when i cant sleep, u not mad, u just make me smile.
u make a little game of us, it’s called monster game.
u r the monster who want to catched me, i ran so fast and search a save place and i hope u cant find me……….. but it’s futile.
u always find me and pull me out from that place, i screamed so loud, and punch ur face… but u still smile for me, u put me on the bed, u tickled me until i said “okay im lose, I surrender”
dad said, “okay, but you must go to sleep now”
me “but i cant sleep :(“
dad ” u cant,come on now close ur eyes”
me (i close my eyes)
and then, father suddenly tickle me again :”)
until i’m tired and want to sleep,
before i go to sleep, he always said that ” u r my little hero, and no one can make u hurt, u always win on everythings, i love you so much nia”
me”really?”
dad”yes ofc” (kissed me)
and
it’s a big memory in my life and i always remember this…..
on my birthday (5july2000)
my father is sick, but he very want to ran over the estate with me.
i woke up in early morning and wear a sport shoes.
and we ran together.
he always hold my hand,
and i said”dad, do u remember?today is my birthday”
dad “really????”
me”yes today is 5 july”
dad “(silently)”
me “dad?are you forget my birthday?”
dad “no!okay happy birthday niaa”
me ” yay thanks, where is the present?”
dad “listen, u r my big hope in my life, u must be a good girl for me, dont be a naughty girl again, i’m so sorry, i cant give you everything in ur birthday cause i feel so down, and cant go to everywhere, i have a big headache since 1 weeks ago, but i can feel better in this day, in ur birthday, what do u want? now i promise i want buy everything for you”
me “okay :D no dad, i dont want the present now, come on catch me! (run)”
and after that, my dad in hospital again, he got a sick and cant wake up again, he lose everything in his life.
my dad was passed away on 01 august 2000,
i very miss him now………
i miss his hug, i miss his smile, i miss his voice, i miss his face, i miss his hand, i miss his kiss, i miss all of him.
i miss all of the moment with him….
I dont feel sad cause i lose my dad but i just feel sad when i see my mom.
do u still remember her?
dad, are u know? mom is alone now.
she’s daydreaming until she cries. she seems like have a big punch in her life.
she was often alone in the room, she rarely laughs.
she seems like she lose her happines.
:’(
dad, i’m done for shs, but idk what i must to do?
i very want to delete all the sadness things of mom, i dont want to see mom sad again, i dont want to see mom work for us.
i just want to see her smile everyday….
it’s not end , it’s not make me down, it’s not make me be cured, it’s not make me afraid.
cause i know u always beside me, cause i know that i’m a little hero of you:’)
i know life is hard for me.
but………..
i promise, someday I will make my mother smile again.
love you dad.
-tanya-
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PRESS PLAY. TOO TOUCHING.
:’(
It’s been a year daddy
I really really miss you
mommy says your in safe now
in a beautiful place named heaven
we have your favorite dinner tonight
I ate it all up
even though i don’t like carrots
I learned how to swim this summer
I can even open my eyes when im under water
can’t you see me?
I started kindergarden this year
I carry around a picture of us in my blue’s clue’s lunch box
you are the greatest daddy
I can swing on the swing by myself
even though i miss you pushing me
can’t you see me?
I miss how you used to tickle me
tickle my belly
my belly hurts
I try not to cry
mommy says its ok
I know you dont like it when i cry
You never wanted me to be sad
I try daddy but it hurts
Is it true your not coming home?
Maybe some day, i can visit you in heaven, ok?
Its time for me to go to bed now
I sleep with the light on, just in case you come home
and kiss me goodnight
Ilove you so much
Imiss you daddy:(
idk what must i said but the story is really same with me.
oh God i really miss him now i hope he’s fine on the heaven.
takecaredad :) love you so much :)
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Monday March 28th
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this is @KEITHZADIG he have a tumblr too, you must follow him at http://keithzadig.tumblr.com/ LEGGOOOOOO!!!
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Saturday March 26th
HOLLYSHIT!!!
KEITH IS REPLY MY COMMENT :))
THE BEST DAY EVEEEEEEE
